[Hook]
I've been lost inside my mind
Not sure what I thought I'd find, find, find
[Verse 1]
Now there's nowhere I can hide
You see straight through my lies
I've been fighting with the tide
Tossing turning every night
Time is precious
I've been reckless
I'm not ready to go steady
I can't help these tendencies to push people away from me
I just, I just
Need to adjust, adjust
Yeah my eyes are closed but I see fine
Darkness never made me blind
Yet I can't come to my senses
Choosing sides I'm on these fences
I'm not on your team
I'm always in between
Getting high like I'm a fiend
But that's not what I need
I know my priorities
Number one is always me
So call me selfish
I can't help it
I already feel the ache
I can't play no games
Can't kick it with no lames
I've got my own goals for me and I won't stop till I succeed
[Bridge]
Searching for a part of me I'm not sure I've ever seen
[Verse 2]
It's like I've seen so many signs but I don't know what they mean
And I've lost my northern star
Don't know where I'm s'posed to be
Oh what's my destiny
But don't doubt me cause I am golden you don't know the
Weight I'm holding
I am trying to find a balance while everything is unfolding
If you wanna know me you've gotta learn one thing
If you're not going to stay then get the f** out of my way
I've got a lot to give so please don't waste my time
I always tell them how it is I don't make 'em read my mind
But I won't lie man it's been hard
Since you've played that victim card
Ever since I've been on guard
Desperately hiding my heart
Nothing really feels the same
I'm not sure that I can be saved
I know they want me to cave so I stand tall
Yeah I'll be brave
[Hook]
I've been lost inside my mind
Not sure what I'd find, find, find