[Intro: Silas]
They say home is where the heart is
So I guess he hasn't been home in a while
[Hook: Silas]
He just wants to swim with the fish, fly with the birds
Get away from this place 'cause words do hurt
He's on the run, even at the rising of the sun
So he's up all night thinking “when will this be done?" (2x)
[Verse 1: Silas]
Unambitious, only one care
And its not whether people just stop and stare
Too many tribulations, all a simulation?
He never wanted to get caught up in this situation
He does not have much of a choice (uh-uh)
All he still keeps hearing is her voice (shut up)
Never did he envision the things that he'd be missing
All the 'lil stuff that makes it just so, so tough
Didn't think this would all be over
Now he can't spend a day just being sober
Tryna erase the memories, no backup copies
His friends say "it won't work man, trust me"
He does not know what else to do (damn)
Everything he thinks about is you (again)
Look, he just wants to get it out his system
But he can see her face everyday, yeah even from a distance
[Hook]
[Verse 2: B.g. Bene]
Uninspired, just gazing at the mirror - had to view clearer
'Cause things never ought just to feel the same
And if he knew deep down there's this feeling in his gut
He'd k** to let it go, let it out
Got up from the floor felt he had a bump
His friends told him like "you were drunk and that stuff"
Scrutinize the irony of that sentence
If he never would've got caught up in the trenches
For just a moment, he let it all slide
Shove all of the past in a drawer, take a walk
Felt the rain pouring on his head but that don´t matter
A walk can clear your mind or mind the matter
Honestly he never felt ready for this world
Just when he thought he coped with it, yeah things got worse
Short range turned into distance he can't see it anymore
Long stories make him tired, he just wrote a shorter version
Don't bash your own character
This would be him, a lonely person
Trying to generate some wins
Had the book almost finished
But he did not find a title so he stopped writing there
Thought about his own story right here
Realized that his purpose was missing
A book without a name is worthless - what's the vision?
Found himself in one with his own character
Found himself in one..
Just wishing he could fly away (2x)
And he's up all night
[Hook]