by Madeline S. I am exultation and surprise; I am the way your breath catches and your heart is racing a million miles an hour and yet stopped in its tracks, the way your hearing turns buzzy and your face heats and you wish everyone would just leave you alone. I am sadness and mystery; I am regret personified because I see the way you sneak a peek when no one's looking and
how you wish things were different and how you'd take it all back, if only you could. I am everything and nothing, the way you feel sometimes like being alone in a crowd or apathy towards empathy. I am tears of happiness.