[Verse 1: Solo] Let this be the realest thing I ever wrote This ain't a antidote It's just a couple notes To clear my throat Speak on all the moments I was close to going ghost Holding closely mostly only those Who pushed me out the door Lemme overdose To meet my folks The ones who couldn't cope Or let me float into the atmosphere And overlook the coast Or lemme float into the ocean Bloated egos blow ya dome I miss when times were rough But I could smile I had a little hope [Hook: Solo] I could run a mile it'd take it's toll Lemme know if everything you said to me Was really gold Destroy my trust Love listens more than lust [Verse 2: Solo] Lemme talk about the facts of sh** thats going on The acts of former brothers couldn't talk Behind my back you really act Like I don't live and die for rap The aftermath of talking trash
Will always trickle back Handle that This is sad Biting styles Who did that This all authentic representing Bleed my bars Into the pencil You think I'm flexing then you mental This music is sh** is stressful To the coffin I be blessed To get some offers [Hook] [Verse 3: Solo] I've had enough man it's really over Not a moment where I thought I'd have to look over my shoulder Yet the knife was always getting closer Should've known that you'd throw Everything I tried to grow on my own Search my soul just to make this music blow Sometimes n***as promise you dough I got more than those This was a home Pillow talking on the phone Just to cut her off and go You showed me colors I ain't even know But f** depression I'm just booking shows and ducking chromes Love listens more than lust [Hook]