Ugh..
Rhye.. Ugh..
I hear voices in these plain instrumentals most of the time
They sing to me, they encourage me to rhyme
They hum to the rhythm, they vibe with the vibe
Set the tone like heart-monitors and I'm feeling more alive
It's heaviness in my heart though, I'm struggling to thrive
A certain pain on the boundaries of my mind
Stretching my perception
The burden of creativity
Relapse in space and time
Einstein's Law of Relativity
I search for a channel to release the negativity
And compensate for the loving that I lack
Though love was always present, I was Santa on activity
Needed to have a clause for all of those that don't react
I learnt to shower love on people and expect nothing back
Maybe just a little
Man, my heart was brittle
Shattered too many times, would a stitch save nine?
'Cause I tried over and over, ended up with broken needles
The pain was a desert, I couldn't find a well
These thorns on these roses hurt me when I tried to smell
I built walls, I burnt bridges, retreated to my shell
I was drowning in an abyss of these feelings that I felt
It took a while but I met someone that made my head swell
Ugh
Had to be love I was feeling for this girl
It sunk me real deep when she told me she'd been expelled
Only reaction I could a**emble,"It is well"
My life had become an emotional carousel
A sad merry-go-round
Emotional roller-coaster
One minute I was flyer, next minute I was a poster
On a wall
In the rain
My acquaintance was my pain
I prayed to Jehovah and He wiped away my stains
I tried to cast my cares, still felt the same
My pa**ions were my pa**ions, my pleasure was my pain
The music was my morphine, the cross was my gain
I came across this melody and my heartbeat froze
I listened to the beat with my eyelids closed..
Yeah..