I'm forced to walk forever
Shouldering the burden of the ever mounting days
Continually awaiting the end of interminable time
The fractures in this facet of humanity
Are mirrored in my heart
I have the faintest memory of a perfect place
This is the unravelling of the history weave
If only my body could disappear as the fabric of time frays
I seek self-destruction with burning intensity
Arresting the looming destruction
And suffering for those who know me not
When will I be gifted the chance to vacate this life?
Grasp the bonds and feel shivers of anticipation
One moment of cowardice, one moment of bravery
When did the two become one?
One final moment of release
And I shall know the sweet grace of peace
Words spat with an acid tongue to corrode my will, will cease
Stormy sick skies separate
A ray of purity pierces the looming shadows
And shows me light again
To be finally comforted once more by the hands of the Father
To feel safe as I have not in ages
Sagacious words are a promise of rebirth
Given the chance to start myself
To start everything, again
I shall be reborn fresh and the world with me
The rain to wash away my pain
The rain to wash away everything
The earth revitalised and humanity given a clean slate
The grey-washed landscape now a picture of infinite colour
With this resurgence I return to my hopeful self
This convalescence will make me whole again
The History Weave remains