[Verse 1] Wake up with a weight upon my chest You're fast asleep I listen to your breath Can we still be great Is there enough time left To make your proud and live without regret My mind is plagued with things that I don't say I s** it up and choose to start the day Cause that's the one thing [Hook] She never ever need to know She never ever need to know She never ever need to know She never ever need to know She never ever need to know [Verse 2] I'm scared to d**h that I might lose my health Fade away before the cards are dealt
One too many times I cross the line Will I lose myself to a damaged mind? Will I f** it up and cause her pain My father's son, I change my name About to break the pressure just to run I swallow it down I won't show my crush [Hook] (x2) [Hook] + [Post-Hook] My fear, my pride My double life My darker side [Bridge] All these little white lies This is the place I hide [Hook] + [Post-Hook] [Hook] + [Post-Hook 2] My fear of trust My wanderlust I want to run