[Verse 1] I've been drinking and sleeping Smoking and thinking Sitting and writing using the kitchen Cleaning the dishes, now I got you crying Screaming that you didn't But you just had to f** it up You just had to f** him up I guess that I was not enough for you Didn't know you had guys not enough for you Now you make me so uncomfortable In my own skin wondering when it gon' end I don't know so I just count the days I don't know so I just count the ways That you made me feel my heart is Broken only time to heal Charlotte drove you to a school just So you can f** 'em soon as you got Upstairs I'm sure those pants unbu*toned She waited outside to take you back after More than once more than him Do I even matter to you? Didn't think so Now I sip slowly, just so I can fall asleep But I lay awake cause the pain follows me [Hook x2] This ship is sinking and there is no one 'Round to save it thought you'd always be The one but you had other favorites Games you always playin' have me Believing you will never leaving but now You gon' leave me but now you still Need me [Verse 2] Pains are ingrained in my brain
How could I forget it? But you had to go and f** Jack, Jason, and Kevin This life is hell thought you were my Heaven but your love is a pitchfork And you're the f**ing devil oh And I could never trust you can't believe You were someone that I had to give my Love too had it all we had a go we were The coolest kids prove me right Why the f** you have to do this sh** yeah Was hoping you were different Now I sit here with this bottle just Getting belligerent drinking til' I pa** out Train you how to smash mouth want to be An allstar but you ain't taking that route Just another s*ut, who always gave it up And I promise you ain't gon' find love Just another f** [Hook x2] This ship is sinking and there is no one 'Round to save it thought you'd always be The one but you had other favorites Games you always playin' have me Believing you will never leaving but now You gon' leave me but now you still Need me [Outro] Ohhhhh, why you gotta play with me? Ohhhhh, why the f** you gotta play with me? Ohhhhh ohh ohh ohh, why the f** you gotta play With me? Ohhh