When i close my eyes
i find myself in a different world
lie is the key always for me
reveals my satisfactory feelings
i push myself into a chaos by thinking
i cant go outside it
losing is my nature
i am living in dreams
anger is never missing
not finding a conclusion
again going to the back
i feel everything again
cold and tasteless
why is my existence?
indecision is my mirror
everything is same
difference is in details
a way of living that i can not resist
i cant be merciless even there is anger
i open my eyes