Yeah ;Sometimes I reach to the point I start questioning my life
But it will never reach to the point I pull out a gun or a knife
Are you ok yeah I’m ok Just exposing the thoughts in my mind
Are you sure your ok yeah I promise I will be fine
But I know deep down I’m always Battling all my demons
Growing up it was a problem when I expressed all my feelings
I feel so numb and neglected and scared to tell how im feeling
Maybe that’s why I’m always a Prisoner to my demons Oh lord
Iying to my peers like everything is great
But knowing deep down I’m suffering from a lotta heart breaks
How much can I take I’m tired of all of this weight
My heart isn’t safe that’s the main reason why I became afraid
Too Many thought, and most of them are regrets
So many lost ,it’s hard to deal with all the pain in my chest
Expose my thoughts until I feel numb and a mess
Let down my guards even though I’m highly depressed
Depressed
What are the odds if the odds being against me
I carry my garbage in a bag so I will never feel empty
Being Jealous of what you have I will never be envy
When My depression relapse and makes it easier to end me
Memories bring pain to my heart making it hard to digest
When I text a lot of female they don’t reply to my text
I’m always on the edge of being emotionally stressed
If you ever cross my path that will be your biggest regret
Biggest regret