[Verse 1]
It was instant, I knew it
Wasn't ready to do it
Wasn't ready to say yes at the time
Hardly knew one another
Favorite kind, favorite color
It's not enough, not enough when choosing life
[Pre-Chorus]
I was relieved like a weight off my shoulders
I was okay, it would soon be all over
So why am I stuck here filled with doubts?
[Chorus]
I know it's too late 'cause it's already broken
And I can't turn the wheel
But if I could, would it be any different?
Did I just make you make the wrong decision?
Never thought it would ever be easy
But not as hard as this
Before today you were mine, you were real
Think I just made you make the wrong decision, yeah
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
[Verse 2]
How you're holding together?
I know you'll always remember
I remember the day I caught your eye
I don't regret it a second
How you got my attention
But it was not my intention of losing life
[Pre-Chorus]
I was relieved like a weight off my shoulders
I was okay, it would soon be all over
So why am I stuck here filled with doubts?
[Chorus]
I know it's too late 'cause it's already broken
And I can't turn the wheel
But if I could, would it be any different?
Did I just make you make the wrong decision?
Never thought it would ever be easy
But not as hard as this
Before today you were mine, you were real
Think I just made you make the wrong decision, yeah
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
[Bridge]
I'll always have my doubts about it
Wondering what it'd be like looking into your eyes
[Chorus]
I know it's too late 'cause it's already broken
And I can't turn the wheel
But if I could, would it be any different?
Did I just make you make the wrong decision?
Never thought it would ever be easy
But not as hard as this
Before today you were mine, you were real
Think I just made you make the wrong decision, yeah
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
[Outro]
I'm not okay