*Verse 1 *
and he say i dont wanna go to school today
cuz Im tired of these ppl laughin at me
yeah Im tired of n***as laughin at me
Its crazy how we had to fight for our rights just to be free
and Now i gotta fight just to me
and this smile on my face the only way I can block out the pain to make it thru the day
They tell me I should be ashamed of my lifestyle
tell me life live but this the only way I kno how
Dont wanna die but thats the only way I kno out
because this pain the only thing that I kno now
Sometime I feel like, am I even livin right
Thinkin bout the world wonder if we'll ever get it right
sometime i even think about the night when I told em I was gay and for a moment felt so right
Then everything got so wrong, i got stripped of my pride and even tho I had my clothes on
Im feelin worse then ever im gettin laughed at by ppl that u knew forever
And this sh** gettin worse too cuz I know what muthaf**as think, but I just wanna be be free I juss wanna be me
*bridge*
Thats What he said to me(2x)
thats what he said (yeah thats what he said) (2x)
*chorus*
P is for the pain that I go thru
R I kno that u dont get it I just hope u can respect it
I is for integrity so ill never be ashamed of
Decicating faith
Every single day
And I dont wanna keep it bottled up inside
So when im down I just show a little pride
Thats what he said to me and Ill never forget it
And I respect it even if I dont get it
*verse 2*
and she say I dont wanna go to school today
Cuz im tired of b**hes laughin
I bet she wont be laughin when I smack er
I tell er that im gay she think im fake or sumthin
And everytime I tell a dude in gay he thinkin I got raped or sumthing
Or my last couldnt hit it right
And let me guess u the hottest n***a walkin u can get me right
I juss wanna be me be free
You tell me to be all I can be but the you judgin me
Like it gotta be something wrong too
You ask me why I like girls .... for the same reason dudes do
Cuz it aint nothing like a woman and naw I aint tryna be a man cuz im happy juss how I am
I juss like the way her body feels and when she look me in the eyes she gives me something that I kno is real
And u cant fake that
Aint I dont need no help they just mad bcuz im happy wit myself Sometimes I juss hate they way they look at me
Like im the one thats wrong cuz I dont force myself to look happy
aint nothing wrong wit me
U think im wrong u can get lost
Cuz I aint mad im just pissed off
*bridge*
Thats What she said to me(2x)
thats what she said (yeah thats what he said) (2x)
*chorus*
P is for the pain that I go thru
R I kno that u dont get it I just hope u can respect it
I is for integrity so ill never be ashamed of
Decicating faith
Every single day
And I dont wanna keep it bottled up inside
So when im down I just show a little pride
Thats what he said to me and Ill never forget it
And I respect it even if I dont get it