[Verse 1]
I want life, I want d**h
I want hope, I want rest
I want love, I digress
I confess, I'm a mess
I really want all of my sensories to overload
I really want you to understand my undertones
I want highs, I want lows
I won't choose, I want both
I want lies, I want truth
I won't hide to my youth
I really want to expose you in every way
[Chorus]
Oh, how I hate this! I can't contain it!
I won't restrain it, you make me say:
"f** this, f** you, f** your insecurities!
f** your fabricated sense of loyalty!"
[Verse 2]
I want [?], I want [?]
I want d**h, I want s**
I'm obsessed, get undressed
Now caress me, impressed
Undo[?] my body, unless you have another way
Profess your thoughts and suggest the things you want to say
I want pain, I want gain
I want loss, I'm insane
I want love, I digress
I confess, I'm a mess
I really want you to know me from the inside out
I really want you to hate me for what I'm about
[Chorus]
So you've got me, you've got me claimed
You've got me all caught up in chains
By my heart, by my hands, by my head
Being led to my d**h, to my grave
[Chorus]