See, jenny life ain't always good
But life ain't always bad
But lookin at your message girl it made me so sad
Cause i feel for ya
Trust me girl, i really feel for ya
Girl, i been there
I understand the way it works
& jenny, as i read it i could tell you're really hurt
Babygirl, i feel for ya
Trust me girl, i really feel for ya
I'd say i read it 20 times before respondin
Has anybody told you your existence wasn't wanted?
That people only use you? not just one body but hundreds?
Thought maybe jenny's right cause these scenarios i've wondered
& everything you said to me i felt it in my chest
Jenny, tell me bout your goal? was it to make me feel depressed?
I worry bout my fans n if they're really not impressed
I try so damn hard jenny, swear i try my best
She said i'm not feelin ya
b**h, i'm only bein real with ya
She said lauren I'm not feelin ya
b**h, i only kept it real w ya
I read it once more, that's when sadness turned to anger
How could somebody say that to a motherf**in stranger?
You know what girl you're right, jenny, i'll do you a favor
I'll quit the f**in shows n I'll start workin on my major
I'm typin real mean so jenny knew who she was dealin with
Said it just right so i'd know she know the feelin n
Told her she was starving for attention, girl, you're FIENIN it
Jenny, you're pathetic. when i say it then i mean the sh**
I don't even feel for ya
Jenny I'm just bein real with ya
Told her I don't even feel for ya
Homegirl, I'm just bein real with ya
& jenny, I don't give a damn, you really had the nerve
& jenny, as you read it girl i hope you really hurt
Said i don't even feel for ya
Jenny i'm just bein real with ya
I read it once more just to make sure it was perfect
But reading my response, it started makin me so nervous
If jenny's on the edge, then could really cut the circuit?
If jennys insecure this could really close her curtain?
That's when i sat back
& it all just came to me
Jenny had this pain, n she just aimed at me
Needed this attention, it was plain to see
She was hurtin, put her pain on me
It's not my fault but she was blamin me
I know it wasn't me that was the problem
N everything she said to me was coming from the bottom
Of all of jenny's wounds, she was helpless tryna solve em
What jenny doesn't realize is this'll just evolve them
Said i'm feelin ya
Trust me girl i'm f**in feelin ya
I been there n girl i fear for ya
I'm really sorry hope you heal n yeaaa
(so keep it going, it gets better)
Not one now, but 2 people hurtin
Deleted all my words cause I'm not that typa person
I told her bout my vision n success said girl i earn this
I'm livin out my dream, it's meant to be n yo i'm certain
I've been there, i get your mind is in the darkness
But girl I gotta go i got these fans i made a promise
Won't stop for anybody cause the future is beyond us
That's when i pressed send n jenny seemed so damn astonished
Damn. i didn't think you'd be so kind
I honestly don't know you so please don't pay no mind
Continue livin big, trust me girl you really shine...
Deservant of your future so just leave the doubts behind
So next time you run into a jenny
Remember she's just broken n there's two sides to a penny
So fill her up with love, these people need it they're so empty
The hurtin hurt the hurt, i know their words can be so heavy
Yeaaaaaaah