you know your kinda like
the female g-easy
the confidence of drake
with the goofiness of weezy
gimme a piece of paper and ill write
sh** easy peezy
no confusion, got a dream and
ill achieve it lemon squeezy, yup.
when i grow up i want a
charger and a benzie
i wake up everyday and work
until the day endzie
people come to me when their life
is in a friendzie.
if to you my visions blurry
wipe your f**ing lenzie
have no doubt the sh** i dream
will truly happen
feel it in my soul
its like my conscience always
have been
see myself on stage
its to a crowd ill be rapping
i know in 19 but
good god lets get it crackin'
on the move
everyday's a new location
my life is kinda cool
its like a constant vacation.
girls in my DM's
let me give you a quotation
"yeah, i love you so much Lauren
you're my inspiration."
oh am i really
god damn this sh** moves super fast
getting work done
cuz i don't care to finish last
got a job, got a girl, yeah i gotta pa**
which is exactly why i
strive to make my future last.
way to go baby
fams always got my back
even back at the house
when all i did was slack
even when i was
going down the wrong path
that's what happens
when its mainly confidence you lack
refuse to turn back
right now all i see is forward
all i see are dreams and goals
that's all i move toward
is my merch ordered?
in size order?
is my art bordered?
am we getting warmer?
is it my time?
if not ill do it by myself
don't wanna stand in line.
if you want it you will get it
draw the line
cuz time don't stop for anybody
i'm not wasting mine
so from now on
listen to your soul
if you got so many dreams
how come they never show?
man its up to you
that's all i know
what you think you become
that's how it goes
the problem is you think its all a joke
don't give into society
i swear its all a hoax
they tell you you're not beautiful
an then they brag boast
but your worth is not defined
by the likes and sh** you post
do the most everything
you got an more
there's so much more to life
take a second to explore
your minding all your thoughts
f** its really not a chore
sit down with a journal
get a pen and let it pour, yeah
yeah, cuz how you think this song was made?
think about it
really think before you
throw me shade
i'm just a normal kid
living life cant complain
i got a little knowledge
trust me when i say
stay positive and
stay you everyday
when you're positive
the negatives fade away
happens when you change
your mind in every way
listen to my words
let them sink in and pray
dear universe let me tell you
about my day
nothings working
swear its not
that's what you'll say
my life's going wrong
and to my dismay
i cant find happiness
but when i do it never stays
my boyfriends been cheatin'
gettin' laid
plus i lost my job
now i'm not gettin' paid
i bend backwards just to make
the good stay
then the sadness comes
and it never goes away
i tried everything
drinking, smoking nothin' works
tell me why all i ever seem
to do is hurt
whys this happening
universe you hear my thoughts?
cuz honestly at this point
they're really all i got
its worth a shot
please someone do you hear me
i know you're there god
please someone do you feel me
need some good thoughts
and energy near me
say thank you and
sign your name. sincerely
the universe around you
when you share your voice
but he needs all your attention
so clear the noise
he'll tell you happys not a destination
its a choice
no direction don't wait for
him to f**in' point
its up to you
you decide with every glance you take
good or bad its a decision
you gotta make
is it really that deep
ask yourself and wait
can i help the situation
or wont it change
guess you'll never know
cuz you never do it
you see a problem
and you give up
'nah man screw it'
you're in a constant battle
but ill help you through it
if your willing
start fresh like a f**ing tourist
when this song ends
really think about your life
i have faith in you
take my words as advice
you are beautiful
and everything will be alright
make the change you wanna see all doubts aside.
[Lauren talking]
that sh** was f**ing long as f**.
well long story short
like the people who try to bring you down
are already below you. just do you.
f** it.
bye.