At war with myself, I want someone to die
Evil thoughts to myself, I feel it's I Against I/
I wanna get even, "eye for eye", but why is it only I for I
When I've helped others...
Why/
Do the closest one's seem distant?
Why do I try see clear from a blurry image?//
A worthless existence...drink beer
Earn 20 bucks a show, the same cost to get there//
I hate fear...better yet, nah I love it
It makes me succeed, makes me wanna thug it//
But f** it, it all amounts to nothing
So I stay high and drunk, every night goin clubbin//
All for nothing, maybe some props
Illegal activity made me, so f** cops//
f** pops...The ba*tard was never there
And even up until right now, I really never cared//
No...I won't stop...No I can't stop...No..I don't know why
No...I won't stop...No I can't stop...No..I don't know why
Aiyyo, I take it there, cause the life I lead is stress
Sometimes it feels nice to breathe and yes//
I confess, I think I'm the best
Sometimes staying humble puts weight on my chest//
Nevertheless, I play my position
Started battling and ate competition//
After 8 competitions or more
I started thinking that, I don't really need this no more//
I've dated who*es, f** it, I thought I could change em
If you saw the a**, you'd probably say I couldn't blame him//
But I hate him, well n***a join the club
If you can't face the bars, then n***a...join the pub//
I hate thugs, hate nerds, and romantics
Basically I hate all my own semantics
So my reflection of myself is evidence
That I don't give a f**, Hold that self evident
No...I won't stop...No I can't stop...No..I don't know why
No...I won't stop...No I can't stop...No..I don't know why