I've been up, been down, in the middle, everything around/
But I can't find a goddamn thing to believe in/
Or a goddamn reason, to keep on breathing, f** my grieving/
And everybody tell me that the weather gets better/
When motherf**er? I've been wearing this sweater/
And I'm sick of it yo, every damn day/
Should I go for broke, say f** it or stay?/
Issues, issues, grab a tissue/
Cry about it later, but it's hard when I miss you/
Ha, but I miss sixteen/
When everything was simple and my slate was clean/
When the world was wide and the gra** was green/
I remember every memory and every little scene/
But then I'm back, square one, maybe run/
Maybe contemplate life, thinking f** that I'm done/
f** that I'm done/
f** that I'm done/
Thinking f** that I'm done/
f** that I'm done/
f** that I'm done/
f** that I'm done/
Thinking f** that I'm done/
f** that I'm done/
Dissolve away all the problems and the pain/
But it's hard to find a light when you're walking in the rain/
And I realized something, I never belonged/
Just a misfit kid in his room writing songs/
f** it though, cause I'm gonna be famous/
Well, that's what I told myself/
But really does it count when you're not yourself?/
And really does it matter when you're by yourself?/
I've come along way from that little punk kid/
Yelling at the others, 'you don't know what punk is'/
sh**, but I probably didn't either/
I had the right idea which made me a believer/
Thinking bout that real sh**, maybe I should leave her/
Not gonna sneak around because I'm not a f**ing cheater/
The stress is heating up and now it's feeling like a fever/
My mind is going crazy, but not another seizure/
Stay broke, that's how you stay real/
I said f** that I'm getting money and a full meal/
f** that fake sh**, f** that real sh**/
f** that judgment from your every day peers sh**/
Yeah, tell em all about it/
The more you listen, the more that you allow it/
So take my f**s you can put em on pawn/
And I'm never coming back like poof I'm gone/
Like poof I'm gone/
Like poof I'm gone/
I'm never coming back yo, never coming back yo, never coming back like poof I'm gone/
Like poof I'm gone/
Like poof I'm gone/
I'm never coming back yo, never coming back yo, never coming back like poof I'm gone/
Shaking on the ground but I'm totally fine/
You're only holding up 3 but I'm looking at 9/
But where's mine huh? and where's the floor?/
I'm floating on a gurney hear the sirens as they roar/
Bring it all back I would do it in a heartbeat/
Re-write my life with a fine point sharpie/
Ha, but I can't do that/
Put the good with the bad then you tell me where I'm at/
Then you tell me where I'm at/
Then you tell me where I'm at/
Put the good with the bad, put the good with the bad, put the good with the bad/
Then you tell me where I'm at/
Then you tell me where I'm at/
Then you tell me where I'm at/
Put the good with the bad, put the good with the bad, put the good with the bad/
Then you tell me where I'm at/