It wasn't always you, It wasn't always me/
It was everything I wanted, that we could never be/
See everything we started, ended all too soon/
And every day I wake up, and all I want is you/
10 plus 10 plus 5 equals 25/
That's the age I'm probably gonna die)/
Drink a bottle, smoke a blunt, what the f** is going on/
Thinking about the negative, yeah, go ahead and throw it on/
Yeah, and the girl that I adore/
She ain't never comin thru that door/
Naw, never gonna see it/
It's been 5 years, and all I do is dream it/
Good friends yeah, maybe everything is planned/
But I still hate the sh** that I'll never understand/
Like, why not me? look at everything we'd be/
I love you to d**h but I know you'll never see/
And everything I own, watch, I'll put it as a stake/
That I'll sit 5 more, and just patiently await/
Blinded by a dream but I'm never gonna walk straight/
Followin your path til it leads to my heartbreak/
It wasn't always you, It wasn't always me/
It was everything I wanted, that we could never be/
See everything we started, ended all too soon/
And every day I wake up, and all I want is you/
I'm sorry that you're listening, but please don't be alarmed/
I would scour the seas and the land just to hold you in my arms/
Yeah, but I'm the one that feels the harm/
Life is only love, it doesn't matter how far/
You can tell me anything you damn well please/
But every time I'm with you, I feel so free/
Like everything is fine, and my life makes sense/
Yeah but once I'm alone I'm scrapin cents for the rent/
You can be my, you can be my distraction/
From everything in life that has a negative reaction/
Don't tryta save me, you've already done it/
I tied a f**in noose, thought of you, I never hung it/
But you dont gotta tell me, I already know your feelings/
That no matter what I do, I can never make you feel it/
And that's okay, I'ma leave you with a quote/
No matter what you do, you're my infinite hope/
It wasn't always you, It wasn't always me/
It was everything I wanted, that we could never be/
See everything we started, ended all too soon/
And every day I wake up, and all I want is you/
Maybe obessesive, maybe love, maybe I don't know/
I never felt this way, as I watched us grow/
Into something close/
I always wanted more but that's the way she goes/
The f**in way she goes/
And nevermind an amateur, she f**in with the pros/
Yeah solo for the highs, but she need me for the lows/
She calls me up cryin, tears runnin down her nose/
I wanna say the words but they stuck up in my throat/
And I got a little studder, so the words will never flow/
But maybe that's better, if I tell her she'll be ghost/
And I never want that, I just wanna see her glow/
So, everybody tell me let go/
But all I gotta say is hell no, hell no/
Runnin thru the snow, frostbite on every toe/
Will be worth it in the end, when I see her at a show/
It wasn't always you, It wasn't always me/
It was everything I wanted, that we could never be/
See everything we started, ended all too soon/
And every day I wake up, and all I want is you/