We were both sixteen, kinda dumb and unexperienced/
But then we started dating and I felt it getting serious/
The first girl I kissed and everything else in that mix/
You had me by the heart but then I felt a little twist/
I kinda shook it off, thinking everything was fine/
But the voices in my head found their way to my mind/
And then I got that dreaded text, sh**, we need to talk/
Felt my heart beating faster, turning white like I'm chalk/
So we went for a walk and then she let me down easy/
A grey hoodie, jeans, and a brown Volcolm beanie/
I just wanna be friends, really holding back the reason/
My body started shaking but I blamed it on the season/
I remember word for word, that's what happens when it hurts/
I don't think I even spoke, looking down at my shirt/
So I hugged her goodbye, with my eyes still dry/
My first heartbreak, but it wouldn't be the last time/
You f**ed me up real good, I took it real deep/
I was thinking about prescription pills just to make me happy/
My skinny frame got smaller, I was too depressed to eat/
I even stopped skating, sh**, I barely used my feet/
You kinda led me on and then I f**ing fell for it/
And just to get you back I would've went to hell for it/
Everything was jealously yo, every little moment/
But then I finally snapped and I didn't know how to control it/
You took another guy to the prom and my heart dropped/
Thought I was gonna pa** out, my body was in shock/
So I did what I had to, I cried in your arms/
And we stayed up all night talking past the alarm/
Even after my efforts, that we was still and I/
And I figured out the reason why two people say goodbye/
But every time I think about the places in my heart/
She's the first one that'll fill em up before it even starts/