[Verse 1]
I never meant to speak of blasphemy, please bless me, I should be dead, should rest my head, to speak the tongue o' the dead, I hit my head, I forgot what I would say of the price was paid
The songs I hear, are loud in here, my head it hurts, my tongue it blurts
I do not say what I think I mean, I mean I do not think what I say, I think, I think I'm mean
But not all things, forget the scheme, I'm going to do everything He say unless the noise gets to loud
I might not think
I forget to breathe
There's no rhyming, talk of bad timing
Call me a liar but I cannot lie, I fell remember, 'cause I don't see
How this makes sense to me
I wrote it didn't I
I, the one who didn't die
I, the one who was abandoned by friends
I speak of me, to think, to breathe, to end
My life goes on because of God
[Verse 2]
I never meant to speak of blasphemy
Oh Lord I'm sorry, You're the One who can bless me
I should be dead, Lord rest my head
The sin in me is my enemy
I may say "God, can You hear me", I forget sometimes
You are God, there is none better
I don't really matter?
Of course I do
I should be dead, I'm not, I'm not who I am supposed to be
Forgive me Father, I hurt my soul
Who could make sense of anything, but You oh Lord
Take me home
Take me home
[Verse 3]
A confusing illusion, only for ma** dilution
Think you're in control but lost your soul
In but not of, I've had enough
Time to change the change of time
This chance of mine, to take it now
Until finally I can lie down
And scream
But, oh my head it still hurts
But remember why I'm alive
I am alive, am I living?
Words on a page, only some of my thoughts inside
I am so scared, I am so scared
I lie down and scream
OH LORD I'M SO SCARED
[Verse 4]
Hold me, touch my life, I need to be blessed
But who am I to tell You what to do
I do not know, I do not fear what I cannot see
But I saw what I believe, my own two eyes, beautifully flawed
Cannot cover what He hath made
Or is it have, I am confused
Enough of me, I do not rule
He made it all, He made you
No time to focus, no time at all
A figment of our imaginations we believed was true
A pretty little lie, so enticing, so exciting
Not who I believed I was, oh I forgot
I do not rule because
OH LORD I AM SO SCARED
And that's when hate had died
[Outro]
The beauty of the universe, all of us, when d**h became life