When I'm feeling so low, I deal with it solo
Carefree living from a distance, but the road's closed
Apparently too vocal
Spare it if it's social
World Jay Garrick, living careless, but I'm stuck in slow mo
Normalcy's a no go, normally I show no
Sight of livin' in fight or flight
But tonight I'm snappin' photos
That's for show though, I need show dough
More promo, tryna be that team logo rocked by Tony Romo
She's bringing out the worst, but sh**, I might let her
Start every verse tryna explain life better
Lately I've been learning to say no better
In fair weather, feelin' like I should know better
Tryna hold it together, pull at my strings
Prayin' for the fame that the darkness brings
I know you give a f**, cuz I just proved it
John Daniel, if you wanna know who's the new sh**
[Hook]
Every pull of the bottle, another drowned victim
If only you could see, the crowd he brought with him
Play this side of the wall, I gotta take this call
Loyal to my mind, for that I'll take the fall
[Verse 2]
Yeah, Phil, the air is real intrusive
Every guy walks away from that b**h feelin' stupid
I used to walk the halls, being someone that I'm not at all
Never taking calls, it's better if they're uninvolved
End up missing tryna acquire thick skin
Dismiss it, admire that they're listenin'
Beneath the surface, nerves released and workin'
I'm still me, just not the preferred version
They say I'm chill, I find it hard to believe
But I don't know who's been deceived
It's either them or me
Countin' every time I breathe, I never felt free
I gave hell free to those that ever helped me
Somedays I need time, some there's not enough
I give you my all, never mind a f**
Somedays I need space, some there's too much
Leave it in the dust, I need a new crutch
[Hook]
Every pull of the bottle, another drowned victim
If only you could see, the crowd he brought with him
Play this side of the wall, I gotta take this call
Loyal to my mind, for that I'll take the fall