I've got a list of bad habits
I only want it 'cause I know I can't have it
There I go, talkin' sh** again
It does me no good but it's fun to pretend
I say a lot of things that I don't mean
And I'll put this bottle down after one more drink
For the s** and the d**, I'd sell off my soul
But the devil said you can't sell what's already been sold
You think I give a f**?
Yeah, I tried that one once
I gambled with my life and lost everything I love
This is all I've got
This is what I get
I set myself up for a life of regret
(I've got a list of bad habits)
I'd take it back if I had the chance
I wish I could explain every mistake
It made me the man I am today
How can I make anyone proud
When I let everyone down?
I can't shake this
I can't, I can't f**ing take it
I'd take it back if I had the chance
(You know I would, you know I would)
I wish I could explain every mistake
It made me the man I hate today