[Takala] Something what once was desired turned into a thrill that should not ever be Now I'm kneeling down, to ground I'm begging for the reasons I'm asking for comprehension I am crying out for explanation for all I've done There's no answer but my own weakness And I'm crying now The tears of this betrayal reversed to cause So much deeper pain than the others could ever make me feel I thought I could
fight back the lust but I'm too weak the desire burns It's much too strong I've betrayed your trust How could you ever forgive me ...When I can't... All that's happened now, to me Just confusing, torturing How did I end up like this As I'm dying now I hope I've paid for my deeds I tried to fight to make things right but for me the price was these wounds in my soul they won's heal