Spent last night hating what I'd become You see, I've been in a bad way A disconnect from my heart to my tongue You see, I've been in a bad way I talk, talk but only hurt the ones that I care about the most I talk, talk but only push away the things I keep close I'm going to knock on the door With my shoulder to the frame Let me in Leave the light on the porch With my shoulder to the frame I'll make it back somehow, someway Let me in
I only see the things I want to change I feel like I am falling Face to face with my own excuses I always find the exit to escape I want, want to make those around me proud Proud of who I am Fall, fall asleep soundly, wake up and start again Hold my tongue just to confess I'm nowhere near my best Hold my tongue just to confess I'm getting closer all the time All alone is no reason to be scared I need broken bones and honest air