I'm breathing, it's harder now, with all the cigarettes I smoke.
I'm drinking, not thinking straight.
But then I'm sleeping all the time,
I can't relive the past, no matter how it used to be.
To speak and dance again with you, to speak and to dream, like we used to.
Life is fast, I have it all inside my hands,
Life is fast, if I can stand to stand it.
We're speaking this, that and then
And everything that's going about,
Quit lagging, try keeping up.
I could lie here all day, not move an inch for anyone, bu*terfly, better life, maybe not at all.
Burn me biug yellow queen, I'm high looking down on me.
I'm alone just like I ought to be.
I forget all the things I say, just waste away, but I'm o.k.
Build a city in this little old head of ine, and slip away for a short time.