have you ever, been ever, lived ever
a zombie, this body, i drink my coffee
i think, i become afraid, quite awfully
scared that i'll get into a coma and forget we ended it
i awake and i smell your aroma, i think
are you somewhere in oklahoma
did you ever finish school, get your diploma
i remember, you weren't too far from corona
we lived so close, back in arizona
i lived for your persona, i remember
thanksgiving in barcelona
did you ever go, i remember, forever
but i call, no answer, do i remember
did you have cancer
are you alive
or did i forget the stricken ember
what if this happens
and i don't remember the disaster
and i never get an answer
and i live with an anchor
no laughter and i don't remember anything after
i don't remember you were just an actor
and that this chapter went faster
but it was everything that mattered
so i sit scattered
and i don't remember
so i sit battered
and i'll never gather
anything after