met you and your friends in venice, rooftop hotel erwin
they looked me up and down, asked my intentions
asked a few questions and i stood there, smiling ear to ear
nervous, but i was certain, i finally found courage
i saw a purpose, no longer felt worthless, i stood close
i froze, ‘cause i've had lows and this, i didn't know
but it felt so good, i didn't know it could, i didn't know it would
sat close as we ate dinner, in my eyes, i knew you were a winner
this is what it felt like, no longer alone and bitter
i lied in your lap as we watched tv
and in my mind, i was beyond free, no longer debris
stroked my chest, i was so impressed, you were so beautiful
i sat so delusional, so in lust, ‘cause it only just begun
walked down venice way, holding on to you, i drank the venom
smiling, laughing, and happy, i wanted this so badly
i was truly happy, this only ever happens in movies
this was pure beauty, the love was cruelty
and i stood at my car door, kissed your lips and knew
i just knew, this was everything i wished