living in wild loneliness
feel the stars caress
they look down but yet to be found
full of shame and doubt
sit and dwell as i stay trapped
yell but no one can hear you
colors of pastel follow the sky
rebel as we die
leave hell to meet the sky
but the smell lingers
my thoughts find your fingers
a face appears as a singer sings
a sad song plays
no one to console
so i take a stroll
remember no control
how mad i went
how i died
how it made you glad
and how you never felt bad