i don't
i won't
i couldn't
i wouldn't
but that was pointless
‘cause i'd been poisoned
i drank the potion
heard the voices
they called from the ocean
a beautiful suicide
it was like i ran until i died
lost all my pride
ran beside the ghoul of the night
no surprise, it was beautiful
the way i died, so unusual
but it was so crucial
the ride, the way i tried
the tide, it would subside
and i'd reside near the south side
i'd take it by storm
free of form
‘cause honey, i'm no longer alive
and i'll transform into a violent storm
and occasionally
i'll take a satanic turn
and i'll make you feel the burn
make you yearn
i'll scorn and make you regret being born
make you mourn
dangle the rope
and make you lose all hope
you'll just have to cope
‘cause honey
now i'm controlling
and i ain't folding
so you better start going
‘cause i've only just started
and this time, i ain't faint-hearted