what a wednesday
i'm all yours
over a message
your essence
filled a room
the evanescence
k**ed my mood
beginning to end
my mourning will never end
i find you in the slightest
worry about you
even when i have arthritis
love doesn't come and go
it stays forever
until d**h us do part
that's the art
even at the bar
i think of the start
wonder about your heart
where you are
did you embark
somewhere far?
i've said it before
it was hard when you shut the door
never know if you were just looking to score
subconsciously looking for someone to care for
my gut tells me otherwise
that you could have been a good guy
i just wish you knew
what i had gone through
but i've seen the light
i know it's there
i still look for someone with your hair
i shouldn't
i promised myself i wouldn't
but who am i kidding
my love for you
it's chilling