I f*ck you up and let you down
Promised so much but broke it all
I've scared your soul so many times
And still you hug me like a doll
I turn you in then throw you out
Made you into my little toy
I treat you like a piece of sh**
Tears in your eyes fill me with joy
And as I walk into the dark
I have to face what I have done
And as the dark slips into me
I'm in eternal hell alone
I never really cared
I never understood
The memories makes me scared
I f*cked it up so good