The insanity spreads out of me
The devil's rejected fall upon me
Caught in eternal monotony
The approach of joy suffocates
A new beginning for the weak
Sickened ways to deeper depression
Nothing changes
I lose the hold on the fairway of my life
And head back into the ruins
Again and again
I disdain you!
Hell awaits me
But the angels won't cry
Please forgive me
For the things I have done in my f**ing life
A voice pounds in my head
You are too old for that bullsh**
Steer your life in ordered ways
And don't waste still more time
I disdain me...