[Verse 1]
I take a walk outside to remind myself
I'm not the only one living in this hell
I know I'll probably need some help, cause I can't take it
I walk a couple blocks to the liquour store
I know I've been down this path before
Lost so many friends to addiction, but I still can't shake it
Should I pray to God that I don't see
Should I fake a smile when you all see me
Knowing if you knew real me, it drown me out like Jason
And I can't seem to love myself I guess
Starring at the ugly I possess
Hoping you'll forgive me for the mess
I'm finally at peace, no one could save me
I'm finally at peace, no one could save me
Couldn't take it!
[Hook]
Breakdown inside of me
Hold it inside of me
Break out inside of me
Till I'm dead
Hoping reality, finds me some sanity
Breakdown inside of me
Till I'm dead
[Verse 2]
In my time alone, only I find is fear
Visions of your face, slowly disapear
You don't know you k**ed me, do you?
You don't know I'll die just to spite you?
I've watied by the phone, the visions not so clear
This poison calls my sould, I really wish you were here
But it seems like all I am just fades away
Fades away!
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
A saint and the sinner talk with each other, walk with one another
Drugged out on needles, two side of peoples please come together
Can we find a reason, for peace this evening, oh I'm crying mother
Blinded for a reason, has got to fight with demons, let's conquer ourselfs first
Not harm one another, k** one another, shoot one another
No more crying mothers, don't take our brothers, we war with eachother
It's such a sad thing to see, we can't trust, trust one another
If you see what I see, then you know why we suffer
[Hook]