(Intro) Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy? Caught in a landslide, No escape from reality (Verse 1) I got banned from YouTube For d**h Wish While n***az flooded the airwaves With fake sh** Like facades their flow mirage and makeshift Trying hard to sabotage My spaceship A shooting star I'm shooting hard For greatness Underdogged and overlooked In most cases Still I hit a grand slam Covered all the bases Still you motherf**as overlook me For the basic From tragedy to triumph No victory for victims No struggle then no muscle No pity for a quitter You n***az though I'm really quitting How the f** you figure? This is a new beginning From an old ending This ain't the 4th quarter Nor the 9th inning For this street reporter This is the Hall of Horrors Only my own rendition The Sum of All Fears, b**h Deluxe Edition I got you rappers wishing... (Hook) Sometimes wish I've never been born Sometimes wish I've never been born Sometimes wish I've never been born Sometimes wish I've never been born
At all.... (Verse 2) Our father Our bother Our problem In a game of Russian Roulette I'm the Gold Revolver The King of Sorrow Enough Tears to lend tomorrow Life s**s, my n***a Your momma should've swallowed From your father's wood Life isn't good Can't explain anything It's all misunderstood The United States Trying to be GOD f**ed up and burnt Korans Now we in Jihad Then you go to church Then they try to make you think GOD is gonna open up the sky And intervene If you really read the book Then you know the plan Man will destroy himself By his own hand As the end gets nearer My visions clearer This ain't your average album I'm not your average n***a The world is getting sicker So many people dying Because we all gave up Your kids are sick of trying (Hook x1) (Vamp) I wish (Every hater in the world would just die) I wish (All my enemies commit suicide) I wish (Instead of being born, I wish I would've died) I wish (I didn't have to go to hell and then fry) (Hook to end)