BLKLST - Sorry lyrics

I'm sorry for, the past twenty-one years of my life So sorry I couldn't make you proud so sorry I couldn't turn my life around It's not your fault, you tried your best I watched you lay your dreams to rest You gave up everything to carve a place for me I know I'm wasting my life away Throwing away the sacrifices you've made It makes me sick, it makes me f**ing sick But you need to realise I'm still searching, still dreaming Of finding hope to carve a better life A chance to give back for your sacrifice Don't lose hope yet 'cause I'm not dead I'll walk alone, fight till the end You told me never to give up You told me never to give in

I'll fight the demons in my head Break down the barriers ahead Stare through the faces looking down on me I'll push past them I'll f**ing rise up to the top Be proud to call myself a man And maybe when you stare into my eyes I'll see you're proud I'm sorry for the past twenty-one years of my life So sorry I couldn't make you proud So sorry I couldn't turn my life around It makes me sick, it makes me f**ing sick It makes me sick, it makes me f**ing sick Makes me sick I'm sorry for the past twenty-one years of my life So sorry I couldn't make you proud So sorry I couldn't turn my life around