They say we've come to far Inching along tryna get my footing Busy looking at "shouldn't" Getting hooked on "I couldn't" I spent the last 3 years tryna be heard I've got the ears of the world now I'm tryna be learned Its a yearning Severe deficiency with my intimacy Thought it was missing but its hidden in me Hitting plenty places I didn't know it applied Putting words to things I didn't know I could scribe Really I been winging it, didn't know I could fly I didn't know that failure was synonymous with try Cuz it doesn't exist My gift was given by God But this was different what was given was a glimpse of my God All these rhythms I was hearing in the midst of my God But I was tripping Thought that this was my god I thought the wind was the sky Stall me out Deebo Draw me out these roads & make it clearer
& a calling ain't my calling til I hear it Ironic clarity brings interference & pa**ion can be driven by distractions Often rooted in past tense That last sentence was my life in 30 years Swimming in dirty tears Finding worth in my peers But, when I peer into the pier of my fears What appears is a present Fact not a suggestion Faren said I was rare All I see is my arrogance I'm learning my perspective can easily be a d**h sentence I'm tired...Lord help me to not find rest in it & you expose my voids to find the rest in it The lesson in it is d**h to my opinion & enjoy the less in the beginning Say we've come too far I've traveled a distance with my dense sense Imagine what I'd unravel with some persistence & this is, Kairos Thought I arrived but you can't drive w/ a blindfold & your eyes closed