[Intro]
Even if we fade away
In my soul we'll always stay
[Verse 1]
Tell me what would happen if I died
Like would you cry? Would anybody be petrified?
Or traumatized? Would anybody apologize?
For any lies they might've told me when I was live?
Or monetize my d**h to get them a couple likes?
I know it's trife, but I honestly wouldn't be surprised
I've realized that ain't nobody gon' empathize
They pick a side for show then hide their evil lies
I've seen the signs, their evil eyes
I've seen the signs because I finally see them in myself
Sick and tired of never lyin' to people but myself
I've been tryna hide behind the realness of myself
Cause I'm flyin' in open line that probably leads to hell
But I'm ever so grateful for this journey
I've earned a lot more than what felt like chemical burnings
And it's all so profound
I don't need anything or anybody, this is my home now
[Hook]
And with these words, I'll plant these flowers for my lost ones
With no problems, but I knew they were goners
So is what I'm doing a legitimate work of honour?
I feel bothered, but I'll still pay my respects to their name
Cause I would want the same
So in exchange, before I decay
I'll plant these flowers for my lost ones
And I promise, you'll never be forgotten
[Verse 2]
No exaggeration when I've said in my mind I've seen it all bruh
I've lost everyone, from my friends to my friends' friends
To my brothers, my sisters, my mother, my father
And now I'm all by my lonesome, but I still call it home
Cause my mind keeps telling me that I've blossomed
Or perhaps it's just another facade to hide all of my problems
When will I ever man up to simply solve 'em?
Probably never 'til I have no other options
By then my own time will end up being a lost one
By then my damn self will end up being a lost one
Whether or not my would was proven to be the strongest
I've been in torture, scorching S.O.S. for the longest
All from my boredom that endorsed this entire process
Meant to last forever from every winter to autumn, I fall apart
This was never a true cycle, man I'm always dark
[Hook]
[Outro]
Even when we fade away
In my soul we'll always stay