[Intro: ANTHM]
All I'm thinking bout is how I'm going to spend my life
And I know one day they'll blow the trumpets and they'll end my life (2x)
f** it, f** it I know I'm dolo in this world
My happiness is all that I'm controlling in this world (2x)
And I know one day they'll blow the trumpets and they'll end my life (2x)
[Verse 1]
Inside of my mind you'll find a cemetery
Some hopes have died no they won't survive
Close by them tombstones multiply
No lie, used to pray for results from the Most High
Left my throat dry until I wrote my condolences
Rest in peace to my optimism
Thoughts have risen out my dome like they were locked in prison
Tasting the apple, breaking the shackle
Like Jacob I grapple with angels while escaping the chapel
I used to study my hymns, buddy buddy with friends
Till I got bloodied now I've muddied my Timbs
Blazing trail
A doubting Thomas, in a world so dishonest
I predict a broken promise like I'm Nostradamus
Wish I stop it, tears drop and they deposit in my goblet
Turn to champagne when I survive it
I got composure, whether or not there's closure
I'm closer to finding peace in my life
When all it shows you is you all alone
[Verse 2]
Smoke in my lungs got them expanding like some hammer pants
While I contemplate the notion of fate versus random chance
They want me walking by faith but if I can't advance
I rather lay down on a stretcher in an ambulance
Some people search for true love and use it as a crutch
It never mattered much ‘cause frankly I would rather touch
My peace of mind
And if you asking me I'm sitting at capacity rapidly trying to bring that sh** back to me
I'm just a traveler lost, my horse and saddle I toss
Reaching the river then I paddle across
This is not fantasy, it's not God's planning
This is not what pops handed me
I dropped from my family tree trying to be free
I an*lyze the globe
No trace of royal blood but I still fantasize the robe
I maximize all that I got
I hope I'm working it right
Nothing's certain but I'm certain it's life, alright