This is my apology
For all the things I said that I didn't mean
For berating you, for being mean
I'll admit, I meant some of it
But I'll also say, it was heat of the moment
So if you please listen
Then I'd really appreciate it
Please just give me three minutes
I know, that I should've kept my thoughts to myself
And that was wrong of me to say
All the things that I said to your face
I think about May 16th
I think about Halloween
Christmases, Thanksgivings, New Year's Eve
When you were here with me
And even though we've moved on
It's not the same sometimes
It's not the same late at night
Do you remember all the things you'd draw for me?
I saved them, stuffed them in a drawer baby
I lied when I said I gave everything back
I need little stuff to remind me that
It was real and you weren't a dream
You were here and you used to love me
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm really sorry
I had to let you go
You didn't give me a choice
But I hope that you know
That I still remember your voice
I remember late night drives
My head in your lap
I know that you will never find somebody who does it like that
I miss the way that you'd FaceTime me late at night
When I wanted something
And I'm sorry for not respecting you more
I'm sorry for not showing all those guys the door
I should've realized how bad I was hurting you
And I've learned from my mistakes
You should too, you got sh** to work on
You don't need to prove anything to me
I've left but I hope you're learning
I hope you're growing
And I hope you know that when you have nobody else to call
I'd be willing to drop it all
And that I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
Oh, I'm so sorry
I'm sorry
I hope you
I hope you know that I'm sorry
You don't deserve an apology
But I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Even though I'm crying, I want to say that I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
Oh
Oh, oh, oh
I'm sorry that you feel like you have to replace me
I'm sorry that you can't talk to me
I just needed some time
I was so disgusted by you and your lies
And your friends tell me how pathetic you are
But I wanna defend you, I want to heal your scars
And if you called me, I wouldn't hesitate
If anybody f**ed with you I could end the human race
So I'm always here even though I don't agree
I'm always here even though things don't seem to be where I'd like them to be
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
This is my apology
I'm sorry
This is my apology
I'm sorry
Oh
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
OBJ is the best