"The cold grip of d**h has taken her from me
I watched her color drain, as her life did flee
How this has come to pa**, I can not comprehend
I can only blame myself, for my love's tragic end
In my misery I find myself in a subconscious state
It focuses me and frees me from this unending ache
In this setting I have come to the apotheosis of my zen
The idea that in d**h I can find her once again"