[Intro]
I'm always trying to be a savior
When I can't save myself
I'm the first one on the frontline
And the first one to help
How the f** can you hold a heart
When you can't love yourself?
She called me a hero
I'm just a dickhead in a belt
[Verse 1]
She loves the way I touch her
She loves the way she feels
She loves the way I hold her
She loves the way I k**
How the f** can you hold a heart
When you can't hold yourself?
She called me a hero
I'm just a dickhead in a belt
I always believe the way to cope
Was to let others walk on me
Somehow or another
I'd be the last one to breathe
That way I couldn't hurt others
But I would only hurt self
How the f** can I hold a heart
When I can't hold myself
Somehow its unreal
The way things seem
Sometimes you can't feel
Whats in reality or dreams
So how the f** can I hold a heart
When I can't hold myself
My pain was too hot for her
Every time I held her, she'd melt
I never understood
What I understood
If I had a chance to fix it
I probably never would
Now she can find another
As I attack myself
Because even though I could love her
I couldn't love myself
So where does that leave me?
Insecure unconfident
A good person behing the skin
Of the lion and common sense
I'm guess I'm so different
I'm not really different at all
Because superhero's like me
Become their own downfall