I can't breathe
I can't sleep
I'm losing everything
I don't know where to begin
I just tired of having nightmares
with my eyes open
he walks the bridge alone
knowing that he can't hold his own
you can set your sights
but it will ayways get inside
I disconnect from you
wage war through the night and you're back
in a breath
I'm losing this fight and it's life or d**h
my hidden battle, I bury it below the surface
I disconnect from you
I can't breathe
I can't sleep
I'm losing everything
I can feel it under my skin
trying to blind me with an illusion
I vanish from your eyes
without a trace I'm gone
you're waiting on a sign that's never gonna come
past and present
hope and uncertainty
a raging fire burning inside of me
with my eyes open
I disconnect from you
wage war through the night
and you're back in a breath
I'm losing this fight and it's life or d**h
like a wave crashing
like a window breaking
like a door kicked in
I could never keep you out
when my war alone is done
watching my life slip away so fast
it's hard to heal in the present
when I'm infected by my past.