the secrets that weigh me down
to the lowest part of the earth
I carry everything
my missteps will follow me
can I reverse my life?
resurface to be something more
I can feel the cold deep in my soul
repeating questions constantly
will I ever right this ship?
or will I be forever lost at sea?
can I reverse my life?
short whispers
quiet reminders
of all the things
that I've left undone
I hear your voice
in the dark
a crushing weight
on my heavy heart
I'm holding on
to the dreams that drag me down
to the lowest part of the earth
while you watch me drown
I keep seeing ghosts
reflection eternal
stare deep into the black abyss
down crooked paths
accept the aftermath
reflection eternal
stare deep into the black abyss
the mistakes I made
make me who I am today
lost loves stay lost