Among Starlight - Ambivalence lyrics

[Verse I] Sometimes there's nothing that I can change I know that sometimes it's hard to swallow Over and over insides are wrenched Piece by piece I'm becoming hollow Again and again I question myself While she's making out with her friends Again and again I torture myself What do I feel? (What do I feel?) [Chorus] It hurts me to the core When someone I'm in love with Turns away from me Hurt you to the core I don't want it for sure There's ambivalence and nothing more I am on my way, but you're still so far I'm an astronaut and you're my star You have lost your mind and it's not my fault There's ambivalence and nothing more [Verse II] Sometimes she's blind to what she takes While there's nothing she's really given Over and over it's her mistakes While I am the one who's riven I wanna run Never looking back Wanna scream I can't heal these cracks Again and again I question myself While she's somewhere laughing with her friends Again and again I torture myself What do I feel? (What do I feel?) [Chorus] It hurts me to the core When someone I'm in love with Turns away from me Hurt you to the core I don't want it for sure There's ambivalence and nothing more I am on my way, but you're still so far I'm an astronaut and you're my star You have lost your mind and it's not my fault There's ambivalence and nothing more [Bridge] Here's to the ones who can endure no more Time to explode, we are not heartless stones We can't be tossed cause we won't let Time to explode