AMillz - Her lyrics

Each night I listen to a different type of music To be honest I don't know why I f**ing do this Some things inspire me to write (that's my girl) Some things inspire my emotions to fight I'll never see my baby girl after 4 months sh**'s way complex, it gives me goosebumps I feel like when I talk i'm f**ing Malcolm X I get to release my emotions on this track I try to talk to my friends so they keep me in check But all they've done is stabbed me right in the back I don't know what to do with the homies i lack But i got my baby girl, hope she never goes back She meant the world to me and that sh**s a fact Her leaving me, I'm not tryna subtract Not really tryna have my emotions distract How I really f**ing feel Here's the f**in deal Let's take a step back Before I f**ing snap It comes out different each time After you, recite and recite The words f**ing fight The darkness in the night floods out the f**in light Vision gettin worse you're losing your sight Baby please don't go, give me one more night But the next morning comes she takin a flight And she's leaving me now, for the rest of her life The more time I get to spend with you The more I get to keep Ill lock the memories away But tears start to seep What else can I do? Your image slowly fades Like a picture in the sun A continent away No ordinary blockade If you only stayed But that won't happen I prayed and prayed You'll be torn from me Stuck with a wave of sadness A sea of compa**ion In Lyrical fashion Yo homie what the f** happened? "My girl left dawg All I feel is sadness" But I gotta get up Get back on my feet My girl would just say Do it for me AMillz