Amias Davies - Connect the DOts lyrics

The farther back you look the farther forward you see, And the more you try the more you will be, And so you will look into me, As my soul starts to flee. I ask myself, Who Am I? Unknowingly I start to cry, I gush out my eye, Pull it to pen to never lie. I stop to look at the Mirror, My inside starts to wither, Brain and heart comes nearer, And yet everything is not clearer. I get tired of being A Laughing Stock, Never been built from a block, And yet I connect with a clock, Only because I hawk. I get tired of the fact that We Hate It, Expectations expect me to quit, When I refuse it will hit, And yet I still sit. I hate looking so Broke, Pulling over the cloak, No more time for a joke, A hospital with no stroke. I rip The Paper That Was Written, Hoping that I was never bitten, And yet I'm still smitten, I will be taking what was given. Tired of only Looking, Do you smell what I'm cooking? I'm curing my hooking, And victory is what I'm booking. I choose to never be Depressed, This mask it will never be dressed, I will haunt for the chest, A heart that will be guest. I will never Shed A Tear, It's something that I will never bear, In me there will never be fear, Everything suddenly so clear. I get up to Fix It! I made the choice to fit, And now I will split, To become me who will be lit. I was so out with 1 Bar, But one move was never far, I choose to be who we are, That shiny little star. I will never be Imprisoned, Since I have my own vision, I made up a decision, To look inside the incision. From the inside I'm Empty, And so I choose to be friendly, To what was always many, But now I'm plenty. I walked away from the name Trash, A name that will always make me crash, It turned into ash, And it was not for some cash. It was my decision to never be Normal, People were taught what was formal, And so they wish to call be abnormal, Because I will be the paranormal. What I did took all the Courage, When they tried so hard to discourage, My inside was what will encourage, And so I packed my baggage. I knew that it was Time, And that was now mine to grime, My actions were never a crime, But I will never be a slime. Just Like you I had A Goal, It's something that I wish to score whole, It's what connects to my soul, It's what makes me roll. What I choose makes A Future, A wound that has no suture, I look for a suitor, One who succeeded to being a tutor. To my devils I seek Payment, I have my own claimant, It was always so raiment, But it's time for repayment. I will do the will Louder Than Ever, And I will keep screaming forever, For I am clever, And to it fallen I will never. I knew that It's Doable, Only because it was viewable, And I was so chewable, But so renewable. And I stop to think that I was Trying, My legs were dying, And yet I was never flying, I start to think that to myself I was lying. And so what changes was my Perspective, It started to be objective, And my choices were selective, And I became subjective. I look at others and state that At Least I Tried, And yet deep inside I cried, Because I know that I never flied, And my brain was what fired. I still hope to move Forward, And yet I never started a foreword, I gave a gaze that was straightforward, And never decided to walk backward. Each step I faced Decisions, Decisions, Each one gave new visions, Each was ones opinions, And yet I still needed provisions. I moved from 1 to 2 Bars, The move to see the stars, And yet I get overpa**ed by cars, It's still not ours. Everything I will do I will Choose, And myself I will never lose, Covered in one bruise, And deep inside there were blue. I persuaded myself to Get Up! I told myself to stand up! I gave myself the order to never give up! And yet it chooses to sit up! Each moment fills me with Doubt, I hoped to never reach a drought, And yet I'm nearly out, But I will never stop to shout. I start to remember my Resolution, And yet I'm still fill with confusion, I can't find the solution, And I stand to face my prosecution. I told myself that The Devil Yourself Was the one that puts it in a shelf, It will shrink you to an elf, To try to make you not oneself. I ask myself, Is It Worth It? Everything done to never be hit, I through myself to a pit, And they never stopped to spit. And yet the clock keeps Counting, It waits for me to keep drowning, It clicks while I'm downing, It cries while I'm mounting. And I slowly see my Defeat, I walk to it with discreet, And it stand to greet, I lot back and forward to my seat. I start to ask, What Cup? At first all I wanted was to go up, And yet I never reached the top, I wished I was able to hop. I remember a word, and ask, What Is Normal? I start to become informal, I look at what's awful, I star to waffle. I look at the Blurred Lines, They were caused by the fines, I never searched for the mines, I ignored all the signs. I have now Fallen, I can't hear it calling, I never heard the hauling, And now I'm stalling. No Champion Stays Down, They aim for the crown, They never frown, They own the town. I look at The Impossible, And make it probable, It is now possible, And I am not stoppable. Thy was An Enemy, And I found a remedy, I created a melody, And I headed there breathlessly. I never wanted an Eclipse, I hid behind the lips, I concealed myself behind those scripts, And I choose to aim for tips. I became One Step Closer, I am no longer a poser, I am a composer, I eat up the fire. I aim for what Keeps Me Going, So that I will be knowing, I will never be slowing, Because it's me I'm showing. It will be a Habit, I will hunt the rabbit, And then visit Rabat. I will try Harder Than Ever, To find the whoever Who made this, however Stopping is still a never. I walk with Gritted Teeth, Never scarred of what's beneath, As sharp as a sheath, I will walk through the heath. I have reached The Final Line, Knowing what's mine, With one number, nine, I will never whine. Before it felt Forced, But now life reinforced, To it I'm divorced, It will never be enforced. I wonder if it will ever stop Again, I never want to be in pain, My past was pushed into the drain, And I broke that chain. And still I wonder if it's Too Much, Will I ever put myself into a clutch, I got out of the hutch, I will become what I will touch. I aim to be The Greatest, I look at the latest, Victory was the fastest, And it went past us. I started with The Block, I removed it from my way and they will never mock, I was willing to talk, And so I took the walk. This was A Message To You, So that you can be one too, Greatness with a crew, To blue you're never glue. We all wonder What To Do, Life sometimes never gives a clue, Your voice was ling due, And you never knew. I tell you to Look At Yourself, I never stopped to look at myself, Because you can know oneself, From one look it saw itself. For Who? The question that they will ask you, Will it is true, Are you that one from the few? I try to be so Happy, No one wants to be sappy, Get rid of your fails, you have to be snappy, Because your life will never be crappy. I teach to use your Imagination, Be your own nation, Get rid of your own damnation, And visit your station. And to my past I say, I Hate You So Much, They told me that there was no such, They never allowed me to touch, Thank you so much.