Amboog-A-Lard - Disease lyrics

Innocence, I began, youth my direction. Ignorance, love in my heart, no detection. Tried to explore, dying for more. Life, d**h, please mother let me begin. I closed my eyes, everything a lie. Rebellion to rebel, fallen in deep, why? Tried to deter, dying not to see. Hate, hate, please mother leave me be. I created, I found myself at least I thought. Lust for for love rotted me, no detection. Tried and achieved, what was not conceived. Watch me, please mother look at MEEE!! I fell, I fell hard, face down denial. I've beaten myself into the ground. I tried to rise, everything changes, not me. Wrong or right, please mother forgive me. I looked, I looked at myself, my direction. All these years gone, but I found love. Myself, I'm off to explore again with peace of mind. Every day mother, father I'm more like you. I understand why you do the things you do. Disease!! Rots under my skin. Disease!! Committed like sin. Disease!! Starving for more. Disease!! I don't want to cure.