Amber Sea - Shinigami lyrics

Let me tell you something man-to-man I'm conscious that you won't understand I just f**ing need to speak to someone (to someone) Let me tell you something So shut your f**ing mouth And listen carefully Younger, I put a mask on So shut you stupid mother f**ing mouth I'm not telling Not telling you I'm already a man A mask made of suffering A mask which kept me from reality A mask made of suffering Kept me away from reality Forever feeling weak with him on my face No escape plan Forever feeling weak with him on my face, no escape plan This f**ing thing was my worst friend, my best enemy Intoxicating breath It's impossible for me to take it off, take it off alone I spent entire days begging him to get off my face He started to laughed at me Telling me I'd be weak without him Without him in my bones I had the choice, I could have erase him From the blood in my veins I had the choice, I could have erase him This life I didn't choose was easier in a certain way All I had to do was to accept all his whims Or I'd go astray Until the day I saw I saw his harmful reflection on my life I won't obey anymore You will fear my name You'll fear my f**ing name How did I do to seperate my throat from this knife? This is my secret, b**h This is my secret it is absolutely not a shame If you really want to know, you have to listen One last effort I finally found the name of this disgusting piece of sh** The name of this piece of sh** Sadly some people think he's called cowardice But he's simply called fear I was scared all my life Sadly some people think he's called cowardice but today I can finally use him against his will