Amazing Transparent Man - Autumn lyrics

I can't draw you fancy pictures, or write a cool song About the feelings that i have inside, and why they feel so strong I can't buy you lots of cool stuff, or just sit around And talk about the way things used to be, before i was around And now I've got my future made, it's k**ing me, it's k**ing me All those i love i push away, it's k**ing me, it's k**ing me It's k**ing me I can't give you everything you need, or everything you've lost To fill the void that lives deep in your soul, I'd fill at any cost All i can do is tell you that i love you, and hope that it's enough To help show that i never meant to harm you, and all that kind of stuff And now I've got my future made, it's k**ing me, it's k**ing me All those i love i push away, it's k**ing me, it's k**ing me It's k**ing me