Amatris - Fatal Escape lyrics

My life is not worth living any longer I don't have the strength for suffering anymore A simple step yet so difficult Just one shot and the light expires No pain, a quick end Or is this vision a deception? It's time to give up my belief It's time to escape into eternal peace At the threshold of d**h I sense no fear I fly above the reality A warm light surrounds me But a voice whispers to me Why did you give up your faith? Why did you flee your obligations? You've destroyed your precious life Your destiny will now be eternal damnation I looked for release You were not ripe enough for it I looked for the truth You will never learn it What will happen to me now? You will never find peace It's my destiny to endlessly suffer, my decision My fatal escape